I'm so sorry I'm not able to talk to you at the moment. Please, believe me, I'm enjoying your commentaries, talking to me, and your patience with me a lot. I really hope you don't feel ignored, that would hurt me a lot, seriously.
Since I came back from Florida, which was in the middle of October, I'm (roughly) ill. Being at the PC is pure poison to me at the moment. That's why I'm not online that often anymore. I want to apologize for I wasn't telling earlier. deviantART was so far the place I avoided the most since that time. It feels kind of creepy how much things have changed here and I see it more and more that this website isn't good for me these days. Not only dA, but as I said, it's the hardest one. Can't explain why exactly, but every time I'm going here I only feel depressed. I'm sure it has nothing to do with the people are on here who only want to enjoy art, but the ones you call trolls and bullys. - I got out of the topic, I'm sorry.
Fact is, my body is a mess these days, not only my head-things. I'm very weak and are not allowed to work. So, please, don't be mad with me I'm not able to talk to you at the moment. It can be I maybe upload stuff, but don't answer anyway. Please, don't take it personally, the last thing I want is to hurt you. That's beyond my intention.
I only wanted you to know that. Deeply. I still really enjoy being with you guys. It's noone's fault I've changed that much. It's my own.
The only thing I'm eagerly waiting for is the release of Pokémon ORAS, which will be on the 28th in Europe. That's the only thing I guess I can enjoy a little bit these days.
I really hope I'll be able to talk to you again in the future. I'm thankful for everyone's understanding to this topic. Thank you very much.
See you all in the future.